So, after 5 years of complete and total chaos, who knew I could ever be happy? I certainly didn't! I lost both of my parents within 3 years of one another, I have watched my baby brother struggle with a drug problem, and I have had numerous dissapointments and failures. Nope, people, no pity party here...just facts. I honestly thought my life was destined for drama and heartache.
I have now realized that this is not necessarily the case. I am happier now that I have been in quite a while. Things are calm, and I like it.
Everything is exactly how i want it. I miss my mom, but I am living my life, for the first time in a while, for me and only me. I am absolutely in love with my boyfriend. He believes in me and supports me, even though I have been tough this year. I love my dog, he makes me smile every single day. I have a chance to get a degree that will allow me to do something that I will be great at, and love!!
I wont't keep being googly, but I just want the world to know that I am happy. So, if you are feeling down, realize that even when life throws you mud and keeps throwing you mud, there CAN BE happiness at the end!
2 years ago